I am reckless, I am wicked, to darkness, I am committed
It is conviction I fear, for I am hunted from far and from near

He gives me anguish, He gives me bliss
It is too much to hold in my eternal abyss

I am left with confusion, I have no other choice
I am damned to delusion, left without a voice

Born an angel, free from inner sin
This is no longer, I am engulfed from within

There is no escape, I am wearing thin
Nothing left to do, nothing but peel my skin

Gone and gone I go, there is no pity
I will make a return, but not from God’s city

No life to be had, no way to end
I am left with no purpose, only here to pretend