I am reckless, I am wicked, to darkness, I am committed

It is conviction I fear, for I am hunted from far and from near

He gives me anguish, He gives me bliss

It is too much to hold in my eternal abyss

I am left with confusion, I have no other choice

I am damned to delusion, left without a voice

Born an angel, free from inner sin

This is no longer, I am engulfed from within

There is no escape, I am wearing thin

Nothing left to do, nothing but peel my skin

Gone and gone I go, there is no pity

I will make a return, but not from God’s city

No life to be had, no way to end

I am left with no purpose, only here to pretend